April 2012
11 posts
it sucks now because i used to subtract the days till england and now i subtract the days until i get to go to a hospital. i have barely told anyone that i’m going to a hospital. but mostly because they probably would not care, like my friends or whatever. and then him. but with him it’s different cause he just won’t have me to skype or text for a few days/weeks. it sucks to...
i want to do it tonight but i can’t i have to sit here and cry cause i can’t kill myself i don’t have it in me and i don’t want to hurt the few people around me that care. i don’t know why everyone hates me so much. i don’t know what i did to deserve what i’m dealing with tonight. i don’t want to hurt myself. i do not want to hurt myself.
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